chinese new year is coming!! hahahaha...something to look forward to this few days before it arrives, flies by, and becomes part of our memory. well. i wonder what there is to look forward to after cny. haiz. anyway shall focus on the joyous celebration coming up. anyway even though going ard visiting and eating is not exactly my favourite way of spending two days i must admit its alot alot better than going to school. actually coming to school is quite fun. but some unreasonable teachers absolutely suck all the fun out of coming to sch. learning new things isnt hard. its the horrible teachers who cant teach new things that get to me. and the irritating teacher who is so absolutely fantastically biased. and shes not even biased because of race or something but shes biased based on results. is that shit crap or is it shit crap. ok its shit crap. anyway i would be able to understand it if shes biased against us coz we're not as cheena as she wld want us to be but i totally cannot understand or tolerate it when shes biased because of our results. i agree that our, or rather my results arent that good but i have to say that its like that not because we were born with a lousier brain or because God didnt give us a brain as fantastic as theirs. rather, its because we choose to live more wholly instead of being so focused on results only. you only live once, so why bother to get so uptight over a few failings. ok to me personally i dont expect to get results when i put in so little effort. i know i should put in alot more effort but at the same time i dont want to neglect anything else? we only live once. i dont want to look back and see that my life at 15 was all about rushing home to do homework. that wld be a really sad life. but at the same time i think everybody has the right to choose what they want to do with their life. so if i should choose to be a roadsweeper why should she have any comments? what right has she to bias herself against us because of that? i wouldnt mind if she tells us outright whats wrong with us or just scolds us straight to our face. unfortunately, i think being unscrupulous is her style and we just cant expect more from her. it takes magnimity to forgive and forget. i honestly think its too much to expect from her. if she just lets one day pass without giving that kinda everybody-is-below-me face i would consider it a miracle already and a great contribution to everybody on this planet. anyway, to cut a long story short, she sucks.ok. sorry. ive digressed. anyway.
ok. chinese new year. haiz. no mood to talk about it alreadi. sighh. why did i let her spoil my mood?!?? shall never let that happen again.

everybody gambete for all the tests and take care.